About
So i haven’t posted on this blog for ages, mainly because i used to moan about my home and my dad, but now i am away.
So what do i do about this blog? I am having a great time at uni, have an amazing girlfriend, and some good friends.
Well well well.
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I think if you haven’t spoke to me for a couple of weeks why not make am effort?
I can count people i have as friends on one hand!
This city is great. I love my life. I just miss my friends.
I am glad i decided to do my last year of uni.
I am glad i met the people i have so far.
What i am sad about is that, i wanted to get out the hole i was in at home that i thought anything would be better.
But all i have done is moved away from one hole to another.
I still have no friends.
I think its me, i think i find it hard.
But when i make them handful of friends i rely on them too much, they have lives and 100s of other friends.
i don’t know these 49 days have been a ride an a half. Ive done so much.
I am now in two minds as to what i want to do with my life.
But i stupidly gave it too some people i want to let emotions out about.
I have no out let, i have no where.
I have been very low for the last two days, i don’t know how to fix myself.
I feel like i am loosing everyone around me.
Things need to change, i think i need to change.
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Sirens are loud, the cold is settling in, the city is alive, the people are dead, to many empty shells and i thought she would walk the streets, at times of need. She never showed, she just stayed away.
i need to join a hardcore band lol
Because they include you, and you and you!
I want somewhere to let out my emotions and it not be read by anyone, maybe its time i start a dairy with pen and paper, or just make a private tumblr blog with a password.
So much whizzing around my brainbox and so many different emotions and feelings!
